重來

為什麼到現在
我還是不知道
我要的到底是什麼

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停滯

全部都堵住了
全部都停滯了
給我一個出口吧

混亂

我好像失去了某些
從來不認為很重要
但又好像早就不屬於我的東西
該抓緊的卻抓不住
該放手的卻放不掉
就這樣
到最後
連自己也變得混亂
只剩下混亂

停止/結束

其實早就該停止了
關於那些停止不了的

其實早就該結束了
關於那些結束不了的

想控制卻又控制不了

那些時間 那些記憶 那些選擇

不該停止/結束的
卻又已經停止/結束了

Ellegarden - Mr. Feather

Hey Mr. Feather do you think you're really fly
Mr. Clever she is fool enough to trust you
Mr. Stupid you are not like anyone
Mr. Famous I don't know your real name
Mr. Tiny your dream is so big
Mr. Clumsy what you've made is so art
Mr. Doubtful don't you trust yourself at all
I'm Mr. Complain
Yeah my life is shit

Give me something that's I'll never fail
Give me something that I understand
Give me something that I'll never lose again

Hey Mr. Smiley do you smile when you are sad
Mr. Crazy where is the border of sanity
Mr. Jealous hope you don't have any secrets
Mr. Money what do you want for next Christmas
Mr. Perfect have you ever pulled it off
I'm Mr. Complain
Yeah my life is shit

Give me something that I'll never fail
Give me something that I understand
Give me something that I'll never lose again
You are not here You are not here You are not here beside me
You are not here You are not here You are not here
Yeah my life is shit

Mr. Feather do you think you're really fly
Mr. Clever she is fool enough to trust you

Give me something that's I'll never fail
Give me something that I understand
Give me something that I'll never lose again

我需要

給我一個答案吧
給我一點時間吧
難道真的都只是我自己的問題嗎
我真的不想再這樣下去了
呃啊

感言

我本來就不是那種八面玲瓏的人
我不爽的時候我會直接說出來
所以大家應該都很度爛我 看我很不爽
或是覺得我很兇很機掰什麼的
但沒辦法
尤其是我在軍中已經受夠那種虛偽的臉
跟那種用權力去控制別人的手段跟計倆
包括我自己也越來越虛偽
我不想變成這樣

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